r2roswell - The News

I am really lucky that this secluded place I am staying at has power lines for internet access for my laptop and service for my cell phone.

I got an urgent call from Kai around 10 a.m. this morning.  He told me that a package arrived for me yesterday afternoon in the mail.  I told him that I trusted him enough to open in and so he did.  It was a letter from the National Threat Assessment Command.  

As Kai read the letter to me, I could not believe what I heard!  He read it again a second time and then once more.  NTAC accepted me into their division.  I have been stunned all day.  There was a part of me that just feared that it might not be true or that it was some kind of scam.  But no, it's real.  I am an official NTAC Agent.

As grateful as I am for this, I know that at the same time my life has just gotten a lot more difficult.  I will not only have to uphold my beliefs and truths to the 4400 and Promicin + but I will have to also uphold that which is required of me from the government.  Am I ready for this?  I must be otherwise I wouldn't be here right?

I really hope I can do a good job at NTAC but at the same time I hope that this job will not blind me from the mission that brought me to this point.  I stand behind the 4400 and the Promicin takers 100% but now it seems that I'm going to have to dig for another 100% so that way I can balance both my mission and my job.

I do look forward to starting my new position and I hope that I can do both sides justice.

Current Mood: nervous