r2roswell - Job Assignment

My first week on the job at NTAC went smoothly I suppose.  All I did was paper work so that got a little dull after a while but I'll do whatever scut work they ask of me since I didn't get here like a lot of the agents normally do.

Yesterday I was given my first off base assignment.  I will be heading back to my home town for this case.  I wish I could say more but the case is a sensitive one and so they have pleaded with me to not disclose anything just yet.  Not until the report is complete.  It will be a week long assignment which is why the case is sensitive.

I will be working with a partner I've never met before so I can only hope that goes well.  You know how it is- if it's a bad partnership then it's less likely to uncover that trust factor- without trust you end up second guessing each other all of the time.

I have talked to Kai about it and he said that he will miss me but that he will be okay (I can only hope so).  Kai said that he was able to get a job that works in prostetics which is great and he will also be going to school at nights.

Our lives our getting so complicated, we rarely see each other.  We will have some time together this weekend despite that I am going to be the captain of a tour this weekend but Kai will be coming along.  I don't know if that constitutes as "us" time but unfortunately it's the best we can do at the moment.  Hopefully sometime things will lighten up and we will be happy again.  I think it was much better being on the road sometimes because we were doing our jobs but at the same time we had each other.  And now with everything that's been going on, it's tearing us apart and in different directions.  I miss him.  And I know he really misses me.  We live together but our lives our not in sync as they once were.  I miss that.

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: "Under the Elm"- Jacqueline McKenzie